The snow started falling at 3:00 pm on Saturday. A smattering of flakes became a swirling mess. By the time I woke up at 6:00 am on Sunday, Long Island had been pummeled with 18 inches of snow. After cancelling church services (definitely the most powerful executive decision I get to make as the Senior Pastor – and I’ve used these executive powers twice in 22 years), I started shoveling our 40 foot long driveway.
The snow was compliant – soft, fluffy, light – until I walked up the street. Somehow and for some reason the plow had dumped 90% of the wet, heavy, street-chunks onto the odd side of the road. My side! My neighbors on the even side of Ingrid Road got off easy. I couldn’t believe it. It seemed like yet another vicious example of Oddism, mistreating people based on their street address. Seriously, I was outraged. Breaking up and hauling away the chunks took me over an hour. Afterwards, I went inside, made a huge ham and cheese omelet, built a roaring fire and read some great short stories, but my back still hurt from all the shoveling.
A few hours later I opened my email and read a desperate plea for prayer from my friend Dr. Joe Harvey. Joe runs a Christian hospital in the Congo, where things are quickly descending into a hell-hole of violence, warfare, and disease (including a Swine Flu epidemic).
Since October over 77,000 refugees have flooded across the Oubangui River into Joe’s region. Half of his patients desperately need nutritional support and most of them can’t pay. On Tuesday Joe’s staff had to hide two wounded rebel soldiers from a mob of local vigilantes. “God knows if things are about to turn around,” Joe concluded, “or descend into complete chaos, but I believe He wants us to be prepared either way.”
Joe put my life in perspective. Sometimes the things that irk me are utterly ridiculous: an inconvenient snowfall, perceived slights and injustices, a mildly sore back. And at times my lack of gratitude – for ham and cheese omelets, fresh-fallen snow on evergreen trees, the smell of burning oak logs, a warm and safe house, good books and stories – seems equally ludicrous.
In his typical adolescent sarcasm, my 16 year old son sometimes says, “Gee, dad, that’s too bad. Why don’t you call the Waaambulance?” He’s got a point. Self-pity, resentment and ingratitude can from an emotional Bermuda Triangle, sucking me into a vortex of unhappiness. Fortunately, simple biblical/spiritual practices – giving thanks to God, receiving the Eucharist, praying for others (like Dr. Joe Harvey), listening to the lonely, serving the poor – not only connect me to Jesus and help others, they also warm my heart with the wine of God’s unreasonable joy.